March 19, 2021
Good morning!
In May of 2020, my sister had thyroid surgery. I and my mom were in the room with my sister before she went into operation. I remembering GOD telling me to make sure my mom is taken care of during this process of my sister being in the hospital, and taking care of mommy as I picked her up and dropped her off at home daily. We sat in the operation sitting room looking on the screen to see where my sister process was. This high-tech screen tells you minute by minute where your loved is at and what is being done from in the operating room to on their way to the recovery room. The doctor that operated on my sister’s thyroid stated that the operation was going well, and that they were in the second stage of the operation. As me and my mom anxious waiting for the doctor to come and tell us that everything was complete, the anesthesiologist came down and put us in closed room to talk with us. The anesthesiologist stated that they took out the breathing tube, and my sister’s throat had swollen, so they had to put the breathing tube back in there. The news was that they had to put my sister into a medicated coma until things got better.
As me and my mom went to the floor where my sister will be going after she came our of the operating room. The anesthesiologist talked with us again regarding my sister’s condition. I went into the bathroom to gather myself, my thoughts, and my spirit. I told GOD to give me strength to endure this unexpected situation that I and mom was about to embark upon. I heard my sister’s number called across the intercom, and I had to prepare to see my sister in an medicated coma. I felt so out of control of everything that was going on, but I knew who was in CONTROL of EVERYTHING.
I walked into my sister’s room, and I went to the head of her bed, kissed, and rubbed her whole body and started crying softly. My mom went and had a seat as she looked on as I was loving on my sister. The nurse stated that you must be her sister because you ‘re touching her with such love. The nurse had tears in her eyes and stated, “I wish I had a sister like you in my life to love on me like you’re loving on your sister. I told her I’ll be her sister and hugged her. GOD told me to get my anointing oil out of my purse and anoint my sister’s head. I obeyed. The medical staff informed us that we will take this day by day. I kissed my sister and told her I loved her, even though she wasn’t able to hear me.
I got my mommy in the car and dropped her off at home, and made sure she was doing fine. I went home, got into my driveway, and cried like a baby. After some minutes, I got out of the car, stop crying to call my mom to make sure she was doing fine, and then hung up to cry some more. I was in the shower crying, went in my bedroom still crying, and sat up in my bed continuing to cry, I told GOD, “I surrender GOD. If your will is to take my sister, GOD I trust the process, and I trust that you know ALL things. After I surrendered, I was empty because my surrendering was pure before the Ancient of Days. I continued to trust GOD in spite of what was going (they didn’t expect my sister to live). GOD showed Himself mighty and strong in this situation and my sister started getting better, off the ventilator, and eventually went home with her trachea (I took care of my sister until she healed).
GOD will test your faith to see if you trust Him (putting your total confidence in Him). When I surrendered my humanity to GOD, GOD increased my FAITH to another level. GOD had a ram in the BUSH!
ILYTL!
GOD’s Princess
Renee Verchelle Shorter